I hate you so much, but I miss you

Dear ex

I hate you so much, but I miss

you. I deleted your number, but

if

you text me I'll know it's you. I

never want to see you again, but

I

wouldn't mind to hug you.

You're

the dumbest decision I ever

made,

but I wouldn't take our memories

back. You put me through hell,

but

made me feel like I was in

heaven.

I guess I'm just trying say, hate

you, But I love you.